this was taken after the 'cabaran'
was super tired yet i can still do the jump.

jonathan was in the shelter behind me,
whereas cason, is sleeping on the second floor.

on the last day, was seriously exhausted!!

our totem pole!
pretty aite? but unstable. LOL

this is so random!!

sing yeh being so blur, shanie drinking water and me with the fussy look!


winnie, me and worm!
second day of camp after modern cooking.

best cooking for the camp!
chef for Planet Shakers : Joy Ong, Megan Cheah, Chuan Teik Min, and me!

me with all the trophies!!

we won :
Best Gateway; Best Totem Poles; Best dance; Best Cultural Night; Best Cooking; Best Log Book; Best Name Tag; Best Overall; Piala Pusingan.

a picture with cutie, Wei Sheng. haha!

morning inspection! *speechless*
was waiting so long just to be inspected. =.=

CGL rangers

part of Planet Shakers

after prize giving.

overall, it was tiring yet fun.

p.s : i hate bloggers! pictures upload became so blurr! argh!

signed off with ♥

long long post

Written on: Sunday, October 11, 2009
Time: 2:54 PM

spare myself sometime to blog.

so where i've disappeared to all this time? LOL.

don't worry, i was on earth still. wasn't out to outerspace.

JOTA camp first meeting.

still smiling, after that meeting,

*no comments*

visit to Happy Retirement Home on 26.09.09

no pictures. why?

busy entertaining old people. yayy!!

can't wait to go again. super joyride in the van with william(driver),yan yan(delray),melvin,shiawen,shirhoay,huimay.

was singing aloud,yelling "Selamat Hari Raya" to the malays, "Merdeka" to the non muslims.

did my folios.

super tiring i tell you!

ink also habis diguna.

so imagine how much i wrote!!!

i recycled!!

such a civillised citizen of Malaysia.

should win Nobel Prize or something.

xD

treated myself a cup of ice blended caramel from Coffee Bean.

after all the hardwork i've done, i guess i deserve it! haha

i tidied my table FULLSTOP

without my maid's help.

wonder what good she does as a maid to me.

LOL.

scratching perhaps.

she's a lazy maid by the way!

always on sick leave. *pfft*

me and my sister.

hard to take picture with her. SERIOUSLY

at least when she has gone back to KL,

i can take a look at this picture so i wouldn't miss her so much?

(this wouldn't happen for at least 1000yrs) hahahaha

a self reminder note.

well it does help when you try to curi tulang.

when you lift your head and sees this note,

you just can't bare to disappoint yourself and just continue study.

i got pissed thinking of the happenings for the last few weeks.

so i wrote this.

everything i thought of when i wrote it,

i left it on the note.

didn't want to claim it.

(hope you get what i meant)

penang was raining for the past few days.

was trying to open my umbrella,

the i cut my hand with it.

in case you don't know,

i'm suffering from HAEMOPHOBIA.

Haemophobia

Blood phobia (also, AE: Hemophobia, BE: Haemophobia) is the extreme and irrational fear of blood. Acute cases of this fear can cause physical reactions that are uncommon in most other fears, specifically vasovagal syncope (fainting)

you wouldn't wanna mess with me, SERIOUSLY.

consequences?

*points at picture above*

look at the red spot.

can't wait for exam to be over!

and continue reading it.

'How To Deal With Your Broken Heart' by Susan Tang

picture worth a thousand words.

'you call us crazy, i call us FRIENDS'

my personal quote.

i may be the eldest, the shortest, the most talkative, the craziest, the bully among us all,

I STILL LOVE THEM!

despite whether they love me or not.

last but not least,

R.I.P

shiawen

leaving behind : ang hui may, hu hui qing, koay shir hoay, mabel james, melanie p'ng, michelle yeoh.

as 'nobody has been kick out from the club' LOL

told you i dedicated a post to you! xD

signed off with ♥

just to keep you reading

Written on: Thursday, September 24, 2009
Time: 5:32 PM

so yeah stil on the raya break...

sis came back las sat, at first i thought it was a bad idea!!!
but after awhile, it wasnt that bad, really!
WE DIDN'T FIGHT! yet...
if it wasn't for her, i wouldn't have survive the break..
boredom does kill!!

sis ; me

*was looking at her msn conversation*
eh, y your msn font so hard to read mia?
got meh?
ya la
you know what porn (she actually meant 'font') is this?
0.o
then we laughed nonstop!! bwahaha
actually i said porn cause i was thinking of the name of the font which is porky, then accidentally combined porky and font, so porn lo...
_________________________________________________________________

so you going gurney tomorrow?
yeah! or else i'll rot at home! you wanna come?
can't la, wanna finish up my folio
wow, unbelievable!

and yeah, i actuali didn't go gurney today, was doing my civic folio. and now im stuck!!
i did it WITH MY OWN POINTS! i didn't cheat like some people *you know who u are! ;)*

ps: msn is very troublesome! always dc nia...

signed off with ♥

plans ahead

Written on: Thursday, September 17, 2009
Time: 7:34 PM

raya holiday plans :

1. sleep more! to replace the loss for these two weeks. [ ]

2. really study hard. *cross my heart to do so* =X [ ]

3. finish up moral and civic folio. (damn torturing) [ ]

4. start doing physics notes i stopped doing months ago! [ ]

5. finish the reports i'm suppose to finish weeks ago! [X]

6. tidy up my messy room. (need my maid to help me too xD) [X]

7. go out only once during the holiday. (this is real hard, but gotta ground myself) [ ]

8. get myself to exercise eg. swimming. (according to some people, it helps to make me taller ) [ ]

9. rush dad to buy me the DSLR he promised. [ ]

10. go out with aaron n steph (i think) to have a good talk. [ ]

11. photoshoots! *prays hard mum let me go* [ ]

12. eat less. (fat already) [ ]

13. blog more often. too little readers nowadays. [ ]





to those who gave me advice,
THANK YOU!
it helps alot. feeling way better now.

to that wiwo,
YOU'RE THE PAST. xD

to the two fella who cried on monday,
i don't know why you cried,
but THANKS for being there when i needed you both.
i couldn't ask for more from them. cause they are at their best already.

to the fella who pissed me off,
i know i'm capable of doing it.
even if i'm not, i'm ready to learn.
but if i'm not given a chance, how am i going to prove myself?

last but not least, to JESUS.
even though my world is tumbling down, i'll hold on to YOU.
cause i know, YOU WILL STILL LOVE ME, and YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.

signed off with ♥

let it go...

Written on: Friday, September 11, 2009
Time: 7:49 PM

what i love most about standing in front of the sea is that when the waves come, it feels as though it swallows every burden you carried on your shoulders.

i love walking in the rain because when you cry, nobody notices it. you can cry as much as you like. at the same time, when you open your palms, you can feel the droplets of rain dropping.

travelling in the car or bus is fun too. when you look out the window, you see different view. you might get some scene people laughing, or even the trees swaying as the wind blows.

i love reading novels. yeah, shocking news i know. as you read, you tend to imagine yourself as the character. and that was the one moment you became another person. it feels like you know how would your life begin or even ended. of course, all of us want a happy ending to our very own book of our lives.

i know i'm not good at singing but somehow, i love singing in the crowd. nobody hears you. you shout it out, you sing out loud even you're out of pitch, they can't hear a single thing!

but what i like about myself, is yet to be discovered.

___________________________________________________________________________

so now, if you happen so to be sad or broken, you should get yourself back up. try doing things you know you'll love it. why would you want to spend a moment being sad knowing you could be happy enjoying yourself?

not all of our lives are filled with rainbows. even if it is, your life will be dull. why? because you will be sick of seeing it. imagine everyday, every meal you have is the same. wouldn't you get bored of it? that's why our lives have its own ups and downs. when you're feeling sad, you tend to complain. but when you overcome it, you will know why at that moment you have to feel sad. isn't it so?

when you're down to nothing, do know God is up to something.

friends abandoned you, everything you do seem to be wrong, everything just turn out not the way it should be. you just get upset about it. you cry your eyes out, hoping the situations were just a nightmare but you are wrong. nothing you do can change the past but what you do now affects everything in the future. so do not dwell in the past but move on. there's more to come in the future.

there's pain through the journey, but we have to endure. there maybe countless storms we have to go through, but the storms can't be compared to the beauty of the rainbow we will have after it. along the way, we might fall. but are you going to sit there and cry? no, you shouldn't! stand up to your feet and clean your wounds! you may be limping at the beginning, but once you're healed, you can walk or even run.

2through whom we have gained access by faith into this
grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that
suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope.
5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our
hearts by
the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. -Romans 5:2-5

ps : i'm lazy to reply the chatbox

signed off with ♥

sunset...

Written on: Friday, September 4, 2009
Time: 8:50 PM

din update blog for quite sometime...
so i decided to post up 2pictures i took when i was on my way to teluk kumba.

the original

edit one

edit two

the second original picture

first edit

second edit

signed off with ♥

shortie

Written on: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time: 11:59 AM

deleted the previous post. it's bothering me there.

ps: io só chcieť za yncaelei χαρούμενος. lahkuma minua сам

signed off with ♥

addiction

Written on: Friday, August 21, 2009
Time: 9:10 PM

okayy, had domino's last week.
n guess what? dad brought me there again.
i think he's ADDICTED to it.

hahahahaha!! but its good too!!
i can keep goin there n eat as much as i like!!

i'm going crazy...
i wan....

dell studio 15

i like the design, veri unique...

chanel classic flap bag

i think my mum has a white one..
i think i stil wan a black 1...

and of cuz, a DSLR of my own.

signed off with ♥

this was taken after the 'cabaran'
was super tired yet i can still do the jump.

jonathan was in the shelter behind me,
whereas cason, is sleeping on the second floor.

on the last day, was seriously exhausted!!

our totem pole!
pretty aite? but unstable. LOL

this is so random!!

sing yeh being so blur, shanie drinking water and me with the fussy look!


winnie, me and worm!
second day of camp after modern cooking.

best cooking for the camp!
chef for Planet Shakers : Joy Ong, Megan Cheah, Chuan Teik Min, and me!

me with all the trophies!!

we won :
Best Gateway; Best Totem Poles; Best dance; Best Cultural Night; Best Cooking; Best Log Book; Best Name Tag; Best Overall; Piala Pusingan.

a picture with cutie, Wei Sheng. haha!

morning inspection! *speechless*
was waiting so long just to be inspected. =.=

CGL rangers

part of Planet Shakers

after prize giving.

overall, it was tiring yet fun.

p.s : i hate bloggers! pictures upload became so blurr! argh!

signed off with ♥

long long post

Written on: Sunday, October 11, 2009
Time: 2:54 PM

spare myself sometime to blog.

so where i've disappeared to all this time? LOL.

don't worry, i was on earth still. wasn't out to outerspace.

JOTA camp first meeting.

still smiling, after that meeting,

*no comments*

visit to Happy Retirement Home on 26.09.09

no pictures. why?

busy entertaining old people. yayy!!

can't wait to go again. super joyride in the van with william(driver),yan yan(delray),melvin,shiawen,shirhoay,huimay.

was singing aloud,yelling "Selamat Hari Raya" to the malays, "Merdeka" to the non muslims.

did my folios.

super tiring i tell you!

ink also habis diguna.

so imagine how much i wrote!!!

i recycled!!

such a civillised citizen of Malaysia.

should win Nobel Prize or something.

xD

treated myself a cup of ice blended caramel from Coffee Bean.

after all the hardwork i've done, i guess i deserve it! haha

i tidied my table FULLSTOP

without my maid's help.

wonder what good she does as a maid to me.

LOL.

scratching perhaps.

she's a lazy maid by the way!

always on sick leave. *pfft*

me and my sister.

hard to take picture with her. SERIOUSLY

at least when she has gone back to KL,

i can take a look at this picture so i wouldn't miss her so much?

(this wouldn't happen for at least 1000yrs) hahahaha

a self reminder note.

well it does help when you try to curi tulang.

when you lift your head and sees this note,

you just can't bare to disappoint yourself and just continue study.

i got pissed thinking of the happenings for the last few weeks.

so i wrote this.

everything i thought of when i wrote it,

i left it on the note.

didn't want to claim it.

(hope you get what i meant)

penang was raining for the past few days.

was trying to open my umbrella,

the i cut my hand with it.

in case you don't know,

i'm suffering from HAEMOPHOBIA.

Haemophobia

Blood phobia (also, AE: Hemophobia, BE: Haemophobia) is the extreme and irrational fear of blood. Acute cases of this fear can cause physical reactions that are uncommon in most other fears, specifically vasovagal syncope (fainting)

you wouldn't wanna mess with me, SERIOUSLY.

consequences?

*points at picture above*

look at the red spot.

can't wait for exam to be over!

and continue reading it.

'How To Deal With Your Broken Heart' by Susan Tang

picture worth a thousand words.

'you call us crazy, i call us FRIENDS'

my personal quote.

i may be the eldest, the shortest, the most talkative, the craziest, the bully among us all,

I STILL LOVE THEM!

despite whether they love me or not.

last but not least,

R.I.P

shiawen

leaving behind : ang hui may, hu hui qing, koay shir hoay, mabel james, melanie p'ng, michelle yeoh.

as 'nobody has been kick out from the club' LOL

told you i dedicated a post to you! xD

signed off with ♥

just to keep you reading

Written on: Thursday, September 24, 2009
Time: 5:32 PM

so yeah stil on the raya break...

sis came back las sat, at first i thought it was a bad idea!!!
but after awhile, it wasnt that bad, really!
WE DIDN'T FIGHT! yet...
if it wasn't for her, i wouldn't have survive the break..
boredom does kill!!

sis ; me

*was looking at her msn conversation*
eh, y your msn font so hard to read mia?
got meh?
ya la
you know what porn (she actually meant 'font') is this?
0.o
then we laughed nonstop!! bwahaha
actually i said porn cause i was thinking of the name of the font which is porky, then accidentally combined porky and font, so porn lo...
_________________________________________________________________

so you going gurney tomorrow?
yeah! or else i'll rot at home! you wanna come?
can't la, wanna finish up my folio
wow, unbelievable!

and yeah, i actuali didn't go gurney today, was doing my civic folio. and now im stuck!!
i did it WITH MY OWN POINTS! i didn't cheat like some people *you know who u are! ;)*

ps: msn is very troublesome! always dc nia...

signed off with ♥

plans ahead

Written on: Thursday, September 17, 2009
Time: 7:34 PM

raya holiday plans :

1. sleep more! to replace the loss for these two weeks. [ ]

2. really study hard. *cross my heart to do so* =X [ ]

3. finish up moral and civic folio. (damn torturing) [ ]

4. start doing physics notes i stopped doing months ago! [ ]

5. finish the reports i'm suppose to finish weeks ago! [X]

6. tidy up my messy room. (need my maid to help me too xD) [X]

7. go out only once during the holiday. (this is real hard, but gotta ground myself) [ ]

8. get myself to exercise eg. swimming. (according to some people, it helps to make me taller ) [ ]

9. rush dad to buy me the DSLR he promised. [ ]

10. go out with aaron n steph (i think) to have a good talk. [ ]

11. photoshoots! *prays hard mum let me go* [ ]

12. eat less. (fat already) [ ]

13. blog more often. too little readers nowadays. [ ]





to those who gave me advice,
THANK YOU!
it helps alot. feeling way better now.

to that wiwo,
YOU'RE THE PAST. xD

to the two fella who cried on monday,
i don't know why you cried,
but THANKS for being there when i needed you both.
i couldn't ask for more from them. cause they are at their best already.

to the fella who pissed me off,
i know i'm capable of doing it.
even if i'm not, i'm ready to learn.
but if i'm not given a chance, how am i going to prove myself?

last but not least, to JESUS.
even though my world is tumbling down, i'll hold on to YOU.
cause i know, YOU WILL STILL LOVE ME, and YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE.

signed off with ♥

let it go...

Written on: Friday, September 11, 2009
Time: 7:49 PM

what i love most about standing in front of the sea is that when the waves come, it feels as though it swallows every burden you carried on your shoulders.

i love walking in the rain because when you cry, nobody notices it. you can cry as much as you like. at the same time, when you open your palms, you can feel the droplets of rain dropping.

travelling in the car or bus is fun too. when you look out the window, you see different view. you might get some scene people laughing, or even the trees swaying as the wind blows.

i love reading novels. yeah, shocking news i know. as you read, you tend to imagine yourself as the character. and that was the one moment you became another person. it feels like you know how would your life begin or even ended. of course, all of us want a happy ending to our very own book of our lives.

i know i'm not good at singing but somehow, i love singing in the crowd. nobody hears you. you shout it out, you sing out loud even you're out of pitch, they can't hear a single thing!

but what i like about myself, is yet to be discovered.

___________________________________________________________________________

so now, if you happen so to be sad or broken, you should get yourself back up. try doing things you know you'll love it. why would you want to spend a moment being sad knowing you could be happy enjoying yourself?

not all of our lives are filled with rainbows. even if it is, your life will be dull. why? because you will be sick of seeing it. imagine everyday, every meal you have is the same. wouldn't you get bored of it? that's why our lives have its own ups and downs. when you're feeling sad, you tend to complain. but when you overcome it, you will know why at that moment you have to feel sad. isn't it so?

when you're down to nothing, do know God is up to something.

friends abandoned you, everything you do seem to be wrong, everything just turn out not the way it should be. you just get upset about it. you cry your eyes out, hoping the situations were just a nightmare but you are wrong. nothing you do can change the past but what you do now affects everything in the future. so do not dwell in the past but move on. there's more to come in the future.

there's pain through the journey, but we have to endure. there maybe countless storms we have to go through, but the storms can't be compared to the beauty of the rainbow we will have after it. along the way, we might fall. but are you going to sit there and cry? no, you shouldn't! stand up to your feet and clean your wounds! you may be limping at the beginning, but once you're healed, you can walk or even run.

2through whom we have gained access by faith into this
grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.
3Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that
suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope.
5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our
hearts by
the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. -Romans 5:2-5

ps : i'm lazy to reply the chatbox

signed off with ♥

sunset...

Written on: Friday, September 4, 2009
Time: 8:50 PM

din update blog for quite sometime...
so i decided to post up 2pictures i took when i was on my way to teluk kumba.

the original

edit one

edit two

the second original picture

first edit

second edit

signed off with ♥

shortie

Written on: Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Time: 11:59 AM

deleted the previous post. it's bothering me there.

ps: io só chcieť za yncaelei χαρούμενος. lahkuma minua сам

signed off with ♥

addiction

Written on: Friday, August 21, 2009
Time: 9:10 PM

okayy, had domino's last week.
n guess what? dad brought me there again.
i think he's ADDICTED to it.

hahahahaha!! but its good too!!
i can keep goin there n eat as much as i like!!

i'm going crazy...
i wan....

dell studio 15

i like the design, veri unique...

chanel classic flap bag

i think my mum has a white one..
i think i stil wan a black 1...

and of cuz, a DSLR of my own.

signed off with ♥